How does a heart break?
Is it a glass falling to the ground?
A scatter of shards and
the irredeemable sound
of fractures, too many to repair?
Is it sudden, complete?
Is one left standing
in the circle of glittering pieces
staring at the refracted light,
trembling hands empty, and empty inside?
How does a heart break?
Is it the slow shifting of a fault-line,
a grinding pressure, a bit at a time?
Does it compress and harden
under all the weight?
Collapse in on itself, until a great
seismic shudder of energy
surges and presses out
and throws everything around
into chaos?
How does a heart break?
Is it a stone in a river,
silent and still?
Letting the persistent waters of grief
wash over it, years upon years,
until the river’s tears
have worn away any definition
and it is smooth and unresisting?
Little by little, day by day,
does it give itself away
so there’s nothing left to take anymore?
So it can’t be robbed
by the constant throb
of pain or loss or longing?
How does a heart break?
Is it a glass, a quake, a stone?
Does your heart feel these things?
I know only my own.